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Sickness, to me, has always been a weakness. Emotional sickness, depression, was the pinnacle of weakness. And maybe I have been right, maybe depression is a kind of weakness. But ignoring my depression for so long has been weaker. Ive been very self focused these past few months, drawn into myself, putting up walls and decorating my secret place with secret thoughts. They tell me to guard my heart. 

Done.

Logic, snobbery, vanity, selfishness, anger, fear. They have been excellent guards.

I need a change of staff. 

I hope I’m ready.